writing about love out of nothing at all..

She already has a boyfriend of 8 years. And why are they not married yet is because (according to the boyfriend) until he has enough money and he is waiting for the right time so that they can have the most memorable and perfect wedding ceremony

While in that process, workloads and responsibilities increased. The boyfriend has to go outstations most time, she is kinda busy too. As a result of that, they spent less and less time together. People around them started asking. Tension rose. Some very ‘considerate‘ friends starts to create stories of what her boyfriend might be doing while he is away. She got worried and suspicious. She confronted him, which end up with a mega feud.

She suggested that both of them have an open relationship. She stated if they’re meant to be together they will be together. The boyfriend sort of agree. Before making that decision, in a confused and upset mood, she found someone interesting. They became ‘passionate’ good friends. She begins to compare.

In every aspect her boyfriend has the best quality, the only things he don’t have is time, the new guy have all the time for her. She fell for the guy, no matter how odd his attitude is.. The new guy, explained that their relationship will go nowhere due to some circumstances he has to deal with. She insisted to give it a try. The new guy stand firm with his word. She has to do a lot of thinking and make a fast decision before her heart goes crash boom bang, and that will lead to lotsa time and money wasted..

Should she just wait for her boyfriend and rot while waiting? Should she just maintain the ‘friendship’ with that new guy without being ‘discovered’, although it is going nowhere? What would she do and say if the boyfriend finds out? What happened after she makes the decision to stay with the boyfriend and after that she then finds out he has another girl?




Hahahahhahh…sorry for the mushy entry again, M in a middle to ‘ambik mood’ . Was asked to try to write a malay novel. Genre – L O V E. I asked, “Aiyaa..why love laaa?” Friend said “ Sellable, if not..than Ghost stories”.. Dhang!

Now m actually trying to put an effort to it. First step, I bought a malay novel. 4 days ago..baru four pages baca heheeheeee.

And as for the story above….CRAP!...What the ffffefffkkk!!! Why must women always be the victim of men so called circumstances! ( errr..generally ) hey! even the girl in batman has to…ooops…for those who has watch…you know what..because of men..tragic!.

I guess my answer for my own question for this crappy story I just created is – aiyaaa leave the new guylaaa…stick with the boyfriend and if the boyfriend ‘f**k big time! Leave him also laaa…Get other man to rock your world, if she can live without men, easier..But I know I cant heheheheee. You got any other answer?

Imagine – I crumple a piece of paper and threw it on the floor and start to write again – like a professional writer in the film hahhahahhahah

Whyyy soooo sssssseriousss…
Adoiii..why very warm la nowadays. ,,still smiling tho..;-P eh I need to joker laugh ring tone laaa..where to get?..

And oh by the way, my recent trip, thank you friend…..appreciate it..and m really sorry…

PEACE

Mushy time!

My theory of love evolvement in 'relationships'..

Generally... in my humble opinion ...

During teenage years, love is about out-of-curiosity..and of coz at this point of time you are strictly not encourage by definitely your parents to not even think about it but kids, the more you tell them not to, the more they get curious..and of course..this love will fade away fast..and thats why they use the term monkey or puppy..why puppy?..checked the Wikiwiki here and monkey?..err..err..not sure..cant find it in google

and during college years, love has become a 'culture' like..hey-everybody-has-bf/gf--i-must-have-one-too kinda love..and if and when he/she change-change-partner-kinda-person, you get marked..this is where 'intimacy' begins.. go library togethergether, go study togethergether et cetera..

The 'love' during the college years may or may not continues as career starts. If it doesnt continue, obviously they found a partner who is macho'er/preettier,'loaded', more romantic.. at the workplace or in a social gatherings. . Usually this is the time where love is about looking-for-a-soulmate, someone to share your ever-increasing-stress-level due to work and whatnots.

At this level he/she will start to strategize no matter how long it takes, the more you strategize the longer time it takes. Emphasizing on the family background, financial, looks. brain etcetera, and when he/she found one...the brain, the heart, the liver, the hands, legs all start to 'ache'

So when everything is in 'order', next step is to become his/her fiance. During this sorta interval before marriage. the hot 'love' turns into some sparks of aggitativeness...love-is-put-to-the-test..while trying to define trust, respect, responsibility, commitments, sharing..bla bla bla

Then, Marriage - the first two years..love is in the air..love love and love..no matter how sucks and smelly your partner is..

After two years of marriage, love has solidly become the trust respect responsibilities commitments, sharing adapting..etc This time around, he/she needs extra 'energy' to be patient esp when little little 'monsters' 'emerge'

After 10 years, love is about creativeness.. things can start to get a bit shaky if he/she starts to think that marriage is all about in-the-papers and money and routine, undermining the sacred of marriage institution. Maybe things didnt work out along the way and he/she has to part due to whatever reasons, and if he/she wants to 'repair' that he/she can/should forgive and forget and have fun without each other for a while.. and who knows things will get even better...

After 20 years, i dono...not yet there hehe, i guess is about the love to the whole family and the entire human race ;-), and if he/she becomes the rich Datuk K, L, M, N and suddenly..cewah suddenly..hehe..he/she found a sexier and sweeter and younger and richer Datuk S, T, U, V...love is a manipulation of all of the points above...hahahahehehehuhuhuhohoho ( joker laugh )

As for me..i love everybody who loves me..foh-e-vah! hehe..and my family is the one and only cinta suciku...

..so dont worry..if you are full of love..love will come to you in many ways... *wink* to cuz

PEACE

Magnificion!

As an avid BATMAN fan, i was thrilled to get to watch the latest film The Dark Knight with normal expectation BUT OMG OMG OMG this movie has managed to exceed my utmost expectation! It is the best movie evah! The greatest superhero films of All Time! I knew it! my favourite actor since his first movie that i watch 10-things-i-hate-about-you , Heath Ledger has remarkably enticing the audience with his most gruesome evilish maniacal villain of all as The Joker!

Christopher Nolan has successfully made a very unique difference this time around, compared to the previous Batman films, and its okay if you havent watch Batman before, this is truly madly deeply entertaining. A solid two and half hour movie with fine script and great cinematography. Loads of adrenaline rush scenes, full of feverish action and tad exhausting, makes me 'hate' the movie so much that i just wanna get out from there!, but i was vulnerably engaged to the seat and my eyes glued to the screen. Of course there are certain scenes that i felt it is a waste of time but then again the insights of Gotham city and the five strong main characters covered it making the films exhilarating to the max!

I am very sure i am gonna watch it again, IMAX if possible, certain scenes i need to fine tune. My 9 bugs is worth every penny.

Go watch it guys! keep your mind off from the 'madness' we have now in this beautiful country, supposedly. Like what the joker said..." Madness is like gravity, all it takes is a little push."




oh yeah..this films has lots of unexpected violent scenes, so i'd advise to not bring kids along..small kids..below 12 years maybe..depends...

Why so serious....
PEACE

Have you ever thought...

When i was...

4 years old - i have never thought i would 'ter'pickup a nice colourful dead slimy snake ( only knew after i pick it up ) and also playing 'combat2' with my neighbours - what to do, they were all boys when we were staying in mindef and i urged my mom to buy me a songkok, that 'cap' was so cool to me.

6 years old - i have never thought that i actually wear a blue and white gown everyday to a kindergarten, Good Sheppard Kin.

7 years old - i have never thought i had to wear another blue gown ( pinafore ) and had to climb the huge army truck that sent us to school and had to stand on a chair facing the blackboard well more to greenboard, for not doing my homework.

9 years old - i have never thought i was 'legally-transfered' to an all girls 'english' school just because i was so lazy to do my homework..well...errr..literally. Loves the music and singing class the most, even took the Organ course and found out that music is my soul...

13 years old - i have never thought that i had to again wear a lighter blue gown, well i think i prefer the pinafore than the 'look-thru' baju k and the girls starts wearing polka dot bras ( quite trendy ) , i tried it too...hehe..looks cute on other girls but not me.
And i was in the Homescience class and i can cook and sew...again..literally

14 years old - i have never thought i could 'handle' the monthly mens. thingy really well.. bloods are not bad at all heheh and so does boobs...eeeek

15 years old - i have never thought that i actually did quite well in my SRP, this was due to the tuition classes i attended and that theres actually interesting boys out there heheh

17 years old - i have never thought that this is the most interesting year of all. Passed SPM with a not so flying colours, amazed me when i got an A for ugama and a credit for my addmaths, the rest - being in a science class - results were realllllly badddd. And while waiting for the results i worked part time, knew a lot of people, discovered more interesting boyz and girlz. Dated someone staying near my place and some other people as well hehe... been to a discotheque and the ever famous Hi tea-dance thingy in a very popular hangout place in D@mansara.

18 years old - i have never thought id be in college taking a course which was not my favourite, wanted to take up music, staying in a hostel with rules, could actually wake up really early...againnn..discovered more interesting girlzzz and boyzzz hehehheh

21 years old - i have never thought that this is a much better year then the 17th year, took a degree, stay outside the campus, no rules!!!! hahahahhhh..more interesting boyzzz and girlzzzz. Loads of activities and 'fun'! and loads of discoveries!..diligently went against my principal..no need to elaborate hehee

23 years old - I have never thought i graduated although i had too much 'fun' and i chose not to work, prefer to do freelance...scrap all the certs. Got really in love twice during the two years

24 years old - i have SERIOUSLY never thought i got married to the one i love the most, and i had to choose that point of time...

26 years old - i have never thought marriage is errr...errr...fun but tough!..manageable though..

28 years old - i have never thought we have a beautiful baby girl thru a C section in a hospital!.. the word hospital freaked me out..never been warded before, never been under the knife before too. Then the real test of marriage begins...

32 years old - i have never thought that again i managed to deliver a baby boy thru a normal delivery. Have been breastfeeding non stop...till i am left with skin and bones...

33 years old - I have again SERIOUSLY never thought that i accidently got pregnant. Another baby girl... and twas a blessed..things started to get better

..now at almost 36..i have never thought i got back my life again and diligently again go against my ultimate principal...duh!

life...

..thats why the world is round and it goes round and round...

..so glad that i still have all my good friends around me...keeps me smiling..
Thanks y'all..

...more years to go..one day at a time

PEACE

Confuse Part 1

Caller: Hello can i speak to Madam Confuse

Me: Yeah speaking, Who's on the line?

Caller: Good Afternoon Madam, i am calling from a Full-of-surprises Co. Ltd

Me: Oh yeah i know you. What dya have for me?

Caller: We would like to invite you to attend a free course on how to laugh when you are confuse.

Me: Oh ok, when and where is that?

Caller: Its a three days two nights course in Primula Hotel in a place call Besut. Besut is a district in the Malaysian state of Terengganu. It is bordered by the state of Kelantan to the north and the South China Sea to the east. It is the northern gateway to Terengganu. Kampung Raja is the district capital, though Jertih is more developed. Another major town is Kuala Besut. There are other small towns such as Jabi, Apal, and Kampung Raja. Besut is further subdivided into 15 mukims which are Keluang, Kuala Besut, Bukit Puteri, Pengkalan Nangka, Hulu Besut, Jabi, Kerandang, Pelagat, Lubuk Kawah, Pasir Akar, Tembila, Tenang, Kubang Bemban and Bukit Kenak

Me: Huh???!!!

Caller: ..and the course will be on the first week of November which is the eleventh month of the year in the Gregorian Calendar and one of four Gregorian months with the length of 30 days. November retained its name (from the Latin novem meaning "nine") when January and February were added to the Roman calendar.

The birthstone for November is either topaz or citrine and the birthflower is the chrysanthemum

November begins in western tropical astrology with the sun in the sign of Scorpio and ends in the sign of Sagittaurius. Astronomically speaking, the sun actually begins in the constellation of Libra, passes through Scorpius from approximately the 24th through the 29th and ends in the constellation of Ophiuchus, which is the only zodiacal constellation that is not associated with an astrological sign.

November starts on the same day of the week as February in common years, and March every year.

Me: What the...???

Caller: Are you confuse mam?

Me: Hell yeah i am...why dya have to be elaborative in such a way..

Caller: We wanna make sure we call the right candidate for the course.

Me: So am i qualified?...

Caller: Of Course! You didnt laugh!

Me: Errr...errr...okay. How do i go about to attend the course?

Caller: Well, theres a few ways. its either u take the plane to Kuala Terengganu and take a cab to the place, Or you take a bus or you drive...or you can google about it.

Me: Hahahahhahaaaa

Click!

Me: errrr..hellowww..hellowww..damn! i was just about to ask where is Besut again...


Sources: Wikipedia

PEACE

Haiiyah!!!!!

Yesterday i watched Kungfu Panda @ home, yeah it is funny but predictable. An animated film where the kids are the targeted audience and for the whole family to enjoy.

One thing about chinese or 'chinese-based' films, esp when it involves martial arts, there will always be dialogues and scenes where the 'sifu' ( in this movie they call it 'shifu'), whom will somehow motivate you on how to deal with your life . The sifu is always the 'lepak' one ( relax ) when solving problems, using inner-power like telekinesis, mind control, precognition, clairvoyance etcetera. I think thats why lah they chose the turtle to be the sifu, some sort of Yoda in the Star Wars. Slow but powerful.

The villain, Tai Lung reminds me of a famous figure ;-)

Cute storyline, could be better... i was actually wondering what happened to the turtle aka shifu.. My kids end up 'kungfuing' with each other while and after watching it..that kinda impact!

Moral of the story, if you believe and focus on something, it will come true no matter who you are ( like just now i targetted a parking space infront of ampangpoint [ this place, parking means impossible to many] ..and i got it!, the right place at the right time! _) So since i'm good in targeting parking, i should do something with my life righttttttttt..haiyaaa....

Maybe i should now list out ( again! ) what i want.. May The Force be with Me ;-)

And the catchy tagline from this movie " Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery, Today is a Gift, and that is why it is called the Present ": *wink* to Wafa now i know where it came from hehhee


PEACE

Crazy part 1

Bryan Adam: Hey Baby..

Me: Hey Honey ..

Bryan Adam: How dya feel tonight?

Me: Back to zero, when things aint the same no more..thank you and sorry..i have changed

and thats why i always hate fresh flowers that aint planted to the ground..

Bryan Adam: Oh cmon girl other people has problems that you cant ever imagine..so chill! Let me take ya dancin'

Me: Aghhhhh. listening to your songs laaa makes me feel like this!

Bryan Adam: Can i be your underwear?

Me: Sigh! Everything-i-do-i-do-it-for-you my ass!

Bryan Adam: I'm still in Heaven

Me: Yeah i bet your momma gonna miss ya..

copying mr john's idea of the conversation with the devil and sigmund freud, as for me, a little 'conversation' with my favourite old hunk..
heheheee,,,ive got nothin' better to do in the heat of the nite..while humming, Please Forgive me..;-P

PEACE

Theoman YaMann

Lurve it to the max!

Was down with flu days before the due trip to Tioman with the Production Team and my family. I have never had this kind of flu before, normally (which is rare ) it'll just took me less then 2 days for me to recover but until today m still coughing and sneezing, A bit turned off during the trip, nevertheless, twas a fantastic getaway, after so long. The last time i was in Tioman was 8 years ago.

We came later then the rest of the production team, they took the 0730hrs boat to Tekek and took the 4WD half an hour journey across the island to Juara. We, instead, took the 1100hrs boat straight to Juara and it took us almost 3 hrs. Tired..but as we arrived..the place is sooo damn worth it!.. Peaceful 'jamaican' place! Beautiful!

We stayed at Juara Beach Resort owns by the cool Mr Steven. This trip is for us the production crew, so the director belanja lah ;-). Approx. rm300 per person, incl. ferry, the 4wd, breakfast, lunch, dinner, island hopping ( snorkelling ) and the room, for 11 of us. Very reasonable off peak price.

First day, after resting..what elselah, beach and sea! here we come!. Had a good dinner. right after dinner, the whole island went blackout for a good 3 hours, still we had fun ! Celebrated one of us punya birthday.. after that we hit the sack..ready for the second day..
Second day, had a good breakfast..then we went snorkelling...wowwowieee!...we were brought to some superb, fresh, 'virgin' places. The kids were very happy, for the first time they tried snorkelling altho many times swallowed the the crystal clear sea water hehhee. Around 1500hrs we're back to the island. After dinner, i seriously need to have quality rest ( due to the flu ), so i took the acti fast and slept till after midnite...need to get up for EURO babe!... Had a great time watching the finals with Mr Steven, and also with several foreigners, a norwegian, sweedish, british, australians. While we were watching football, my significant other went fishing, and he got a baby shark..;-P..not bad. The next day we asked the chef to cook it...and he cook curry out of it..

The third day...took several more picts.. felt like i wanna stay there longerrrrr.....i dowanna leave this place!!!! We had the chance to take the 4wd across the island to Tekek, the so called road is very bumpy and steep as they're still sort of upgrading the route, not a bad journey, ive been thru worst before during my fishing trip years ago.

Arrived home after midnite.

Slept very soundly..three days without tv and news except the Euro..The next morning was very puzzle reading Mr John's blog *wink*..dono what is goin on...open up the news..and still puzzled..sayin to myself " why the heck is the 1998 story scandal hit the news again? "...and read more...and..saying to myself again....."oooooooo..new one..what THE!"

..need to go to anotha island... fast!....


PEACE