I do feel tired to be the one who always.. (well, not all the time) , look for a way to fix the situation to everyone’s satisfaction and benefit. People say that attitude is a self appreciation character (huh??..). But I do have a little problem facing mistakes and admitting no one is perfect. Leading to that problem, I did not act out of disagreement instantly, I kept it.,which makes matters worst when it is time for me to retaliate.
I do think I am now in a strike-back mode ( refer to the disclaimer on my side bar ). I may smile or grin or unobtrusive and I, myself can sense the danger out of the ‘evil’ side of me. I will start to demand for people to be more appreciative like a dog. I will force them to squish their own brain..if they won’t..i will..
I do not want to hurt anybody’s feelings, I will try my very best not to. But if people ‘disturb’ me deep, they will be sorry… I will do one good first and final ‘thrust’ because I am not the type who will prolong matters… then I will remain invisible..
and I move on..