..and this is my problem
This past two weeks I’ve been quite busy assisting a few close friends on their personal matters..yeap personal matters… simply because I have the time to do that although I have to bring the kids with me. ..But I’m glad ..to be the friend in need
Not trying to prove anything here…my nature..since I was little..i just cant say no to friends when I have the capabilities to give a helping hand or just accompanying them in no matter what condition and my parents were always mad at me for havin so many friends…and I think too much of other people feelings than mine. Ironically I am quite selfish on certain issues.( naturally, being an only child I guess hehe)…I sometimes despise myself for being helpful/concern.
And this is my problem… I like to help people but my problems..I keep to myself as long as i can until it is really really out of my control..then only the closest closest friends I go to.Because I think/feel others cant solve my problems except myself..selfish eh..
And now.am telling this to the world…why?..because after some roller-coasters ride I had few years back I think life is there for you to have fun no matter how many/much problems/money you have. As long as you’re sincere..things will be smooth. Just do what u want to do! You should look for somethin’ that makes you smile when u aint smiling…if you know what I mean..do not care what other people think..well…that other people depends on how u define them though…selfish eh..
As for now I don’t care…
Last weekend after Ayska’s arts class in Bangsar I had a good lunch with two of my good friends. It is not just a good lunch..its for them to release whatever problems they are/were havin..and I kept askin them questions..and they let it go..
But me…heh…I kept quiet..mine it is not as bad.. (refer to line 13)
Well, the lunch was in
…and had a good lunch with another long time friend of mine ..twas fun..i deserved it ( refer to line 18 )..after my pool session..yesterday ..came home smiling
|You Are 35% Selfish|
In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.
see..i told ya
a bit self centered..got that from my mom ahahahhah